Amiss

 It's so dark even when the sun is shining bright, this isn't a place for me

Among devils in the form of people, this isn't where I want to be

They only measure my worth by my grades

They give me a new wound every time the old one fades

They judge me not by my heart but by my looks

They think knowledge can only be gained through books

They tell me not to care about what others think

But their faces change so fast, they change everytime I blink

I want to run away from the reality, I want to go somewhere far

I want to go to a place that can't be reached by any plane or any car

I want to shout and scream but I can't even speak

They have made me so scared, they have made me so weak

Their words shouldn't matter to me but this is just how I was mold

I wasn't taught to love myself and I wasn't taught to be bold

I want to get rid of this whole system cause it just doesn't make sense

But my goal seems almost impossible and that's what makes me tense

There are sad faces everywhere but still, a change is not what they want to see

And after all, the truth is that there are so many of them but only one of me

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