DKC

( What do you do when you know someone loves you but you still struggle to feel their love? Is it just a mere play of different love languages?) I know you love me But do you still like me? You only speak to say I’m loved, But nothing more I know you love me I sit with gifts you shower me with, But rarely with you I know you love me You kiss me so passionately, Then you let me go I know you love me  Because you keep repeating it over and over again  But do you even like me? Or are you bound by commitment you made ages ago? Still strong, But the excitement gone  I’ve got nothing new to offer  I spend my nights alone  Forgotten and confused  You're always too tired for me Or maybe, tired of me I let my tears run until my eyes feel dry So that I can still smile when I see you I spend my days with you Waiting for the moment you’ll look at me Your eyes focused on mine While mine avoid looking at yours After completing tasks you like more You’ll say you love me...

( If you pray enough to stop hurting, you might become numb to everything. But to remember what emotions felt like, would you yearn to hurt again?) Talk to me Ask me questions Heal me with piercing news Stab my ruptured heart  Until it hurts again I'm not yearning for warmth But to shiver in the cold Remind me what once caused me to cry I don't want to be happy I just want to be human Thrash me if you must Drown me in guilt  Repeat the words that used to anger me Show me your face again and again Until I remember how much you've hurt me Then hurt me once more Make me scream in pain I don't need to be happy But I really need to be human again.