Things I'll never be able to say to you
(Someone knowing you fully, your ugliest sides, your ugliest thoughts, your struggles that you hide OR someone never seeing past the fragile cover you've put on to fool the world. Both the things equally scare me) I feel the first drop of tear running down as I rest my head on your chest A big whiff of your scent is enough to comfort my quavering soul I was crying yesterday too For reasons I myself cannot comprehend But today I am crying not because I'm overwhelmed with fear but because I'm overwhelmed with love I look at your hands, how they try to hold mine But I push them away, not because I don't want to feel your touch but because I know I won't be able to let go of it this time I wish you'd met me after I'd gotten better somehow But then I don't For if I didn't have you right here right now I wouldn't have myself too You keep me sane But I drive you crazy, don't I? I catch a glimpse of the look in your eyes Desperate to find reason...