Lapsed Love
(If you have ever been ghosted, welcome to the club pals) Opened my notes for the 100th time I still have no idea what to say Trying to find words to create a rhyme Wondering what I did to drive you away I've been on delivered for quite a while But I scroll through our texts like an imbecile Oh you chose to give me a wide berth All my coping mechanisms are falling short I give a benign smile when I think of you I furrow my eyebrows when I think of you Your pictures in my gallery, they still reside When I try to erase them I get teary eyed We exchanged paragraphs not just mere messages Updates about every minute event of the day Now I am covered up in invisible bandages Being vulnerable didn't make you stay You said you held me in the highest regard Then pulled me down now I've fallen so hard Felt cherished for sometime just to pay a hefty price I'm filled with waves of nostalgia and silent cries I look at the evening sky when I think of you Can't send a pic...